Panic!

Really stressed out right now. I actually don't know why im even writing this. I should be writing on my novel, but I think I need this to stress down a bit. The novel is supposed to be send to my swedish teacher tomorrow. It's a criminal and I am really bad at that you know "the exitment is getting stronger, OMG who killed her!?" I seriously suck at that. It could of course not be a romantic novel. I it would be romantic is wouldn't be a problem at all.

A moment ago I was out on the backyard taking som pictures of the rainy bushes with my dads big camera. It's not digital so I can't upload any of the pictures here. But soon my dad will buy me a systemcamera that is digital so soon you will see photos, I can promise you that.
I am really happy because we are on a summerbreak, so now I am free for like 2 months. If you don't count the three weeks im working of course. But that is just three weeks, and for like 4 hours a day, so it is not so much.

Right now i am listening to my summermix at spotify. It's like only swedish music there, but I can do a english summer playlist and get it up here! :)

But now I am going to continue with my beloved novel!

Have a nice day!

peace.

Give me Novacaine.

This weekend I was in Gothenburg and saw Green day on Ullevi. And all I can say is, OMFG!
it was totally fucking awesome. It was fireworks and it was just craaaazy.
I have never seen anything like that. My back is still aching and im still tired though, but it was sooooo worth it.
Right now im watching 16 and pregnant and sending over som pics from the concert to the computer. I didn't have a camera, besides my phone so it's very bad but hey, it's the memories that counts, right?
Now I have to go, im going to watch Sweeney Todd, so bye!
Peace!

pics from http://aftonbladet.se/

bombs away, bombs away

Your'e the sky that i fell through
And I remember the view
whenever Im holding you
the sun hung from a string
looking down on the world as it warms everything
chills run down my spine
as our fingers entwine
and your sighs harmonize with mine
on this day complete
I can still feel your heart beat fast when you dance with me
We got older and I should've known.
That I'd feel colder when I walk alone
So I may as well ditch my dismay
bombs away bombs away

Circle me and the needle moves gracefully
back and forth
If my heart were a compass you'd be north
Risk it all 'cause i'll catch you if you fall
Wherever you go
If my heart was a house you'd be home

it makes me smile because you said it best
I would clearly feel blessed if the sun rose up from the west
Flower balm perfume, all my clothes smell like you
' cause your favourite shade is navy blue
I walk slowly when I'm on my own.
Yeah, but frankly I still feel alone
So I may as well ditch my dismay
bombs away, bombs away

if my heart was a house - owl city






finally it's really summer. the sun shines everyday and it makes everyone a little bit happier.
And now all the plans for the summer just lying there and waiting for you to move along and do something with them. Thist is the first time I really feel that Im growing up to be a woman who can decide for herself. At least a bit. Im going to do the best of this summer, and it's going to be great. I can promise myself that, and Im finally trusting on my own words without doubt.

The twilight gap.

Here's some pictures at the place who stole a piece of my heart.







the picture is taken with my mobilephone camera.
and now im going to bed, and tomorrow im not going to school. Awesome.
Goodnight.

Hey ho, let's go!

Hey ho let's go!
Don't take it personaly! no, Im just kidding, your not hoes.
So. what's up? I hope your good, cuz Im pretty good and I want you to feel like me.
anyway, back to reality. Im in class, history! we are watching a movie about WW2, or watching and watching.. everyone's sitting with their computer so there's not so much watching actually.

I hope your weekend has been superduperfun like mine, me and my lovely Sandra spent all weekend together, we went to town and bought some fun, unnecessary stuff and we climeb mountains. We have found worlds most wonderful place (as we know!)
it's the most beautiful view i've ever seen, we call it our home and we named it, The twilight gap I love it. It makes me feel like I belong somewhere and it's a place where you can think. and die.. hahaha, it's very high and yesterday Sandra fell a bit and I was sort of getting a heart-attack, but a tree saved her thanks to the God allmighty! Im not a believer, but im not a atheist either. I belive that God created the world and then left all the responsability to us, and we failed. And I guess he is really disappointed in us. I don't blame him. Humans suck!

That's all I got to say right now.
I will put up some pictures of our lovely twilight gap soon, I promise.
Peace!

btw, I got a haircut last week.
before.



after.

Good Gone Girl.

I have MIKA fever. He is totally awesome and he has such feeling when he sings and I totally love him. Im listening to vampire weekend right now. it's nice.

I probably should stydy some german, but Im seriously not in the mood. Instead I called my best friend Sandra and asked if she wanted to come over drink some and watch a walk to remember with me, and she did. yay! She don't like romantic movies but my company was tempting enough to get her attention (: I have to watch the movie because it's also school work, so i am sort of studying.

Im watching MEEZY, and he is so totally awesome! Love him.

And now im going to drink some tea, and im still waiting for Sandra. I bet she's in the shower still!

peace!

It's me. I'm back.

Hey! I'm back. At least I think so. I don't know how many that cares but anyway, Im still back.

I got home early today and my plans for tonight is just studying and watching A walk to remember for a thing in school. And I've also got a big test in german, so that is also on the list of things to do. Anyway, I think it's nice that the summer finally has come. Of course, I don't know how it is at your homes but here it is.

I have to go make some dinner now.

Peace!